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Much love and respect to @markdaspark and @vstylez this project was a delight to work on. I had a blast!!!!
Where the hell do I begin? Okay let’s start with saying. Yesterday was absolutely retarded. What started off a frustrating day ended quite interesting to say the least. I can’t go into specifics but I will say 3 SOMES ROCK!!! lol
So any who after a lunch date with a great friend I’ve decided to make the main character like a super character. Give her characteristics from myself along with some of my close female friends. Shit, this book is going to be jammed packed with juice!!! I feel good this morning. Ever since I started writing I’ve been feeling so free. I’m just happy I can share my writing process with you. Tomorrow starts my week at sirius. Wed- saturday. shout outs to my boy V-Stylez, he is so amped about this project we have coming out i can hardly wait to hear the finished product. You guys are taking the journey of writing a book with me, and honestly I wouldn’t rather a better group of friends:
I feel like sharing an excerpt from chapt 1. page 3 first draft
“my brother Kamahi the oldest of my mother’s children ran away to Harlem, to stay with grandma. I guess after the last beating daddy gave momma, that nigga’ just couldn’t take it any more. There was blood everywhere that night, “Momma must have really fucked up”, is what remember thinking. Daddy was furious when he came in, and he had a pipe in his hand. He and momma argued for a little while, before mama started screaming. Like a scene from a horror movie, blood was everywhere, daddy was calm, a little too calm for a person that just beat the mother of his child. He lit his Newport and, began taking long drags of the cancer stick. “Next time, you better not pop, without me.” He said exhaustedly, massaging his right wrist with his left hand, all the while never letting the cigarette drop from his crusty white lips. He rambled on, “you always trying to get slick, you smoke my shit, and then tried to lock me out? Bitch you must be crazy” Mesha ran to mommas aid, but it was already too late daddy was standing over mama with the same pipe he walked in with, Shayla call 911 Mesha started screaming, mommas bleeding from her head. I loved my mother but I didn’t want to get involved, the last time I accidentally got involved in a fight my mother and father had, I ended up being a human shield. Mama was sick of David, she took a lot from him but she was growing tired. I just wanted to say goodnight, she was in the kitchen boiling water, I figured she couldn’t sleep and woke up for some sleepy time tea, whenever one of us couldn’t sleep she would always fix some sleepy time tea and it always worked, maybe mama needed some tea I remember saying to myself, I entered the kitchen and gave my momma a long hug, I hadn’t seen her smile in awhile and I hated to see mama unhappy. As my mama began to hug me back the first of the three locks on our apartment door unlocked, he was home. Mama scooted me to my room, but I wanted to say good night to daddy too. I inched a few steps away from the kitchen in anticipation of daddy’s entrance. He opened the door, adorned with a huge smile, the smuggest expression I’ve ever seen on his big face. “I’m home” he exclaimed. No sooner than he entered the apartment did Mama Come barging out of the kitchen “you filthy mother fucker, you think I wouldn’t find out huh? You think I wouldn’t find out about that bitch Derrick? I’m so fuckin tired of your shit” before I could move out of the way, daddy grabbed me, he must of saw the pot of water in mamas hands before I did. Mama wasn’t making tea; she was boiling water for daddy. Mama was infamous for trying to take daddy out; she once stabbed him in the kidney, now she was trying to scold him. “put my daughter down” she screamed “, he didn’t flinch, he got a better grip on me and dared my mother to throw the water “go ahead show Shayla how much you love her, throw the hot water april” april was the name my father gave my mothers angry personality. When ever she got angry he got to calling her april. My mother was focused “I’m going to tell you one more time David, put my fucking daughter down, she has nothing to do with this” my mama and daddy were going back and forth and I was crying, not because I was hurt, but more because I was scared. I didn’t want them fighting again. Every day was an argument; every night was a make-up session. “I’m not putting shit down, you want to burn me? Well than you are going to have to burn the both us, you crazy bitch” they went back and forth like that for a while, Mama eventually poured the water out, and daddy eventually put me down. As I was thrown to the couch, I looked at my father, his features similar to mine, I gave him a piercing stare, my eyes were glazed, I was full of fury :“I HATE YOU” I said concisely, he looked at me, his face bewildered, he couldn’t believe what he had heard “ what did you say to me little girl?” My momma’s blood was boiling inside me, I felt bold, felt the need for him to hear me clearly, I repeated myself “I HATE YOU DAVID”-
Raeshoana “Mz. Stylez” Carter
SIMPLY STYLEZ PRESENTS PAR-CITY HELD OVER, THE HOLD UP PART 2
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Now you know the only time I post records on my site is if, I have a special tie to the artist, I’m trying to get feed back on a record or I really enjoy a record with that said, I’m def feeling this track. I’ve played it so many times I kinda already memorized the words. its very rare that find rap records {these days} that can get me to listen more than twice. I get bored easily but this record definitely keeps my interest. Shout outs to Ricky Ross on a job well done, too bad we don’t play rick ross music on shade45 however thats what hiphop nation and the foxxhole are for… enjoy
“SUPER HIGH” RICK ROSS FEAT. NEYO ON SIMPLYSTYLEZ.COM
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When you think of the word GOSSIP, what comes to mind?
For me, when I think of the word, I think of a bunch of women sitting around in the nail salon talking shit about the last broad to leave the shop, lol. In fact Gossip is often attributed to women, however more than a few men I know also take part in this dangerous pass time. Hell, I honestly think men gossip just as much as women, if not more. Yesterday I was walking with a friend from Sirius, I needed ice, and so I asked him to take the walk with me. Upon reaching the ice machine we passed a co-worker, everything was normal, said our hello’s, made the small talk, but no sooner than she walked away was he telling me how much of a slut she is. I just listened, wanted to see how much information he would spill. 
So if he could talk to me about the character of another woman, imagine what he tells his boys. It’s just like me n that kiss and tell, I honestly believe that those are the type of men that are the “pressed type”, you know? The type that never really got play in high school etc and now when they do get the wet and wild, they feel like it has to be a public broadcast…
There is nothing more sacred than trust between two partners, sexual or otherwise. I need to know that my business won’t be floating all over the street. Hell, how can a person truly explore and get creative sexually, and or otherwise if they have to worry about what they did being advertised later?
I think it all depends on the maturity level, if your partner is mature enough, he won’t care to tell your business further more, birds of a feature flock together, if your partner is mature chances are his/her friends are too, what ADULT {doesn’t necessarily mean 18+}
Do you know wastes time on kissing and telling? 
If two adults decide to get down, than that should be just what it is, neither of the two participating parties should have to worry about who will find out what, and who is talking to who about what’s going on in the bed room. I think this is one of the factors that distinguish the men from the boys, girls from the women. Are you with your partner for show and tell? Or are you with that person because you genuinely enjoy him/her? Guys its bad enough women gossip, we don’t need you doing it too. You’ve stolen the tight jeans, you rock the Murse {man bag} hell you even use body butter, but please, please refrain from the gossip. It’s too lady like lol.
Its drives me absolutely insane!!!! INSANE I TELL YOU!!!!
I hang out with 99.9% males by choice, I have about 3 or 4 solid female friends that I vibe with on a regular basis, and they also happen to be extended sisters. You know the females I grew up with from the sand box LITERALLY.
Hanging out with the male specimen, I’ve gained a lot of insight, and knowledge to how men operate, and think, generally speaking that is.
What drives me absolutely nuts, are these lame ass women, who use there children as pawns to hurt the “baby daddy”. Yes, we are on a serious note this dreary Monday morning. Why do women do that? WTF? We complain about needing a good man, “I need a good man that’s going to provide for his family, I need him to be there for his children etc” yet, the moment he slips up, it’s “I’m taking you for child support” r “you can’t see your child”. I think that is despicable, how do you keep the father of your child away? Not only are you punishing him, you’re also punishing the child.
This weekend, I had the pleasure to kick it with an old friend. Now I won’t front initially I was hesitant to hang with Ole boy because he has issues to say the least, but after hanging with him I’ve realized, home boy is miserable because his baby mother took both his kids away and he doesn’t know how to locate them. He has no numbers, no addresses nothing, all because he missed a hair cut. I mean, listening to his story I came to the conclusion she left him to be with her current live in boyfriend and she figured it be easier to drop him and have her current boyfriend play daddy #2. Which is trifling to no end? What kind of a woman does that? Further more, as the live in boyfriend, what kind of a man allows a woman to keep the children away from the biological dad, especially if the bio-dad wants to be active. I mean this dude was distraught. 
We went to Duane Reade to fill a prescription and the pharmacy happened to be in eye view of the toy section, the poor man almost broke down “I just want to buy my sons some toys, and take them to the movies” I can’t imagine the pain he is in. His sons are now 8 and 2, he hasn’t seen them in almost 2 years, which means the baby doesn’t even know who “daddy” really is, and the eldest child is probably confused as all hell. For the first 6 years Bio-daddy was around, and for the last 2- daddy #2 has taken his place. We as women have to do better! We can’t allow the stress and frustration of the relationship affect what’s going on with the children. We can’t use our children to try and control a man; “if you don’t come over today you can’t see your son… If you don’t give me $$ today you can’t see your kid”… that’s just dead wrong. Yes money, and material items are important when raising a child, but the bond between a parent and a child goes deeper than a haircut or sneakers. Those little boys need their father. I don’t have children, however, I know when I start my family, I will not allow anything to come in-between the relationship of my child, and his/her father. Adults work things out civilly. 
I totally understand sometimes issues can’t be resolved; sometimes partners must go their separate ways. However, that shouldn’t affect the relationship between father and child. A woman’s scorn is a dangerous weapon, yet it’s beyond selfish to drag a child into the dealings of two “grown” individuals.
You can’t use a child to keep a man, that’s foul.
This is the type of situation that keeps me from having children, I don’t want to end up going through the baby momma drama, getting ignorant, and conniving because I’m hurt.
The person who ultimately suffers is the child, why bring that type of mental anguish upon your baby?
Is Chivalry really dead? This is a question I found myself asking this weekend?
If it is dead who killed it? Is it because women are too strong minded these days? 
I had a conversation with my best friend’s mother. She and, I were discussing Love, and relationships. She is in a new, yet old relationship. She ended up bumping into her childhood love, the dude she truly loved as a youngling, before the kids and the husband, before she lost her sense of self. She said that chivalry for the most part is dead, and that’s why it’s detrimental to a healthy relationship for the man to love the woman more. He should naturally want to treat you like a queen which includes holding doors, pulling chairs etc. Which led me to the next thought… we’ll where does “CHIVALRY” derive? 
The Code of Chivalry is often taken to be a matter of opinion, but most would agree that the following virtues all have a place in the virtues a knight should have. How many of you know Knights? lmao… So we place all these Knightly codes for our men to follow and if they don’t follow them, than they don’t love us? 
The problem is, Society as a whole doesn’t expose or teach the meaning of love, moreover love is portrayed as a series of dramatic events that eventually lead to sex, and heartache. Hell, we’ve made a mockery of love, with the flava of love, for the love of ray, rock of love and the list goes on. So what is the real definition of love? Do you know?
If you had it, could you recognize it? I think we get so caught up in the manufactured definition on love that we fail to realize you can’t put a definition on the way someone feels. What may be love for one couple might be courting for the other. Learning what love truly is requires that you learn yourself first. Take some time to realize who you are, and what you can offer. You can’t truly love others until you understand and love yourself. So many women seek “love” but don’t really love themselves. 
I’ve fell victim to this train of thought. Luckily I have wise women around me that pulled my card. We put to much emphasis on being lonely and needing a partner, however, once you learn to love yourself, you come to the realization, having a partner is like having an accessory. You want it but you don’t need it.
Focus On Bettering You!! The other stuff will fall into place!
Who can love you better than you?
Stylez
You have to protect yourself, these days especially. You have these people, they pretend to be your friend, They hold you down, or so it seems, but what you don’t know, what you have yet to realize, is that very person posing to be your friend, is your worst enemy.
I would always say my bestfriend had potential to be my worst enemy on the strength she knows ALL my business, and could really use that to hurt me if our friendship ever went left. That however, is not the definition of the type of people I’m talking about today. I’m refering to that person that wants to be all in your mix, they pretend to be down for your cause but the moment they can stab you in the back, they take will. The same person who sat in your house listening to all your business, the same person that encourages you to do better, is that same conniving mother f*$%*# driving a knife in your back. I’ve come across a few Frienemies. Hell I have to be honest, I’ve been a frienemy once or twice. I guess it kind of goes with the notion keep your friends close but your enemies closer. Grandma taught me that from young lol. My real friends never understood why I kept certain people around me, and I really couldn’t careless about them. Its strategic to some degree. If I become friends with the enemy, they wouldn’t expect me least to do dirt? correct? Hmm now these days I don’t agree with it, Now adays if I can’t trust you I just don’t rock with you, which is why my circle is so extremely small. people hate for the simplest things. Being on both sides of the fence I think it better to just be honest. if you dont like a person don’t pose, Just be yourself and enjoy the people you like to enjoy. be mindful of the people you have in your inner circle though, especially if your doing well for yourself, because jealousy, that is the creator of the frienemy . Most frienemy situations occur due to jealousy/ envy… 
Have you ever had a friend throw salt on your game when you come up with an idea or a plan, but not once like all the time? they just dont want you to do well, its almost as if they get nervous when they hear you making moves? especially if they can’t take part in those moves? She / He is a FRIENEMY
Have you ever had someone around you criticize everything you do, hell maybe everything you wear, but the second the opportunity comes for them to do exactly what you were doing, or wear exactly what you were wearing they take it? thats is frienemish!
be cautious..
Frienemies come in all shapes colors and sizes. They aren’t gender bias
Men can be frienemies too
ever had a “platonic friend” throw dirt on your name to all his/ her other friends
thats some frienemy ish….
frienemies are every where, at work, yea that chick in the office that gets your coffee and listens to you moan and complain bout work stuff, she probably spits in your coffee FRIENEMY
they do exist so please protect your self!
Side effects of frienemies include:
HEADACHES
SHORTNESS OF PATIENTS
ANGER ATTACKS
Protect your self!!! Get real friends and stick with them!
Hello. Today has been a great day. I didn’t end it as strong as I would of liked to, however, it has been a very productive day so I can’t complain. As much as I miss spending my entire life at Sirius/xm radio, it feels good doing something completely different from radio. My 9-5 is really starting to bring me joy, and I honestly, feel blessed to have two great, and entirely different situations. So often we look at the things we don’t have, rather than enjoying, and cherishing the things we do have. Today I really had a snap back to reality moment. Sitting in my meeting with my director and colleagues gave me a different feeling than the musical aspect of my life. I felt a different kind of pride. I guess, realizing that I’m contributing to the growth of our youth, its a feeling I can’t describe. I especially enjoy it because it makes me feel more connected to my angel, she was so involved with community work, and helping the children. It’s like her work, rather her legacy is being carried on through me. So many thoughts are going through my mind. As I sit here listen to Robin Thicke “the sweetest love” I think about my dreams, the great thing about life is, as long as God gives you breath you have opportunity for a new tomorrow. My fire burnt out for a minute. I was down and out, I can admit it, but man, its nothing but ups and downs. the highs and lows of life . I missed expressing myself. I was sooo congested with emotion, so stressed out, allowing the stress to consume me. it literally started eating at me. God has given me the strength to continue in my quest. He has placed new opportunity, new challenges and obstacles, & I know momma is looking down on me, I know she walks with me. Yep I’m letting it all go today! Today is a good day. My convo-king may not be “MY convo king” any more, but he still knows me like the back of his hand lol. “you need to write” thats all he said, shit lefty you were right . lol. I’ve gotten over the hump and I’m sure there will be others but for the moment, I am happy and ready to get back on it. I mean harder than I’ve ever went before. relentless grind. I mean eat sleep breath and shit my careers. the key to survival is balance. Learning to balance the two very different lives.
I had a long conversation last night with a good friend of mine. He and I didn’t realize how much time has went by since we first met. About 2 years its amazing how time flies because I remember the day we met like it was yesterday. The conversation made me re-realize that men are sensitive as fuck. How am I looking to a creature more sensitive than me for strength? I mean, no woman wants a man that is emotionless, however a lot of men harbor shit from past relationships, and than build all kinds of safe guards to protect their feelings, well, I guess women do the same thing, but what’s funny to me, is, I never really believe when a man is hurting because they are made out to be so MACHO and MASCULINE lol. See I told you my mind is going 5000 a minute and counting. P.S I REALLY LOVE THE HEART AND SOUL STATION ON SIRIUS XM. Keeps me sane! I need this kind of music to keep my soul at ease. Where Would I be without music? like can you imagine life without music? If there was a ban on music. sheesh. I’d loose my mind willingly. i wouldn’t want to be. lol.. I’ve always loved r&b since I was a little girl.
I used to imitate TLC and 702. Now I’m all grown up. suffocated by the rap game, and grateful I have RnB lol. Love rap but sometimes I NEED A BREAK. as we all do. too much of anything is never good.
http://www.sendspace.com/file/mdx913 80’s babies… The mixtape Adebisi… Mz Stylez… DJ Big Jeff!!! yes we def put our feet in this one… lol… Shout outs to Milwaukee… It took alot of time and dedication with this tape. its crazy how this tape came out. I feel really good about this one. 
Adebisi Good looks on this one bruh! def a tribute to good music. i see the appreciation. I can def attest to this brothers hard work and dedication. shout out to big jeff.. we def had fun with this one! You have a nice flow going on bruh!!! Shout outs to the 80’s babies…